Practical : Day 2

salam & hai!




hari ke2, masih shift pagi.


hurmmm...


at least better than yesterday. :D

hari ni patient tak ramai. sangat2 sikit.
bila patient tak ramai & staff pulak yang ramai, memang laaaaa teramat bosan. sampaikan aku sempat tengok tv cerita Bella (walaupun aku tak tengok cerita ni, tapi aku terpaksa tengok juga sebab teramat bosan). 


ramai patient kanak2 hari ni. semuanya comel2. :) tapi, kenapa dorang semua takut dengan aku?? :( adakah kerana gigi besi ini??? huhu...


dalam jam 10am, ada a 'mental illness person' bercakap sorang2 depan klinik. memang kelakar. minum teh tarik. 1 sedut, 1 peranggan syarahan dia. kak kina cakap,"panjang betul doa makan dia". haha.. nice one!


today, i've learned how to use the combostick strip to detect kencing kotor & glucose in urine. this test is usually done to pregnant women.
kak kina tought me. she wasn't that bad after all, somehow. mungkin tak reti nak bercakap kot. and she really into kids. bagos la. sama saiz. hehe.. :p *teett..*

ha, cuba tengok dorang berdua ni. ada macam adik beradik tak?? haha... told ya! XD

.::this is kak kina. the one who worked at the clinic that i'm doing my posting now::.

.::this is nad. my ex-housemates @shah alam.::.

i've witnessed how a baby girl got her 'khatan'. first timeee!!!!
rupanya takda la seteruk that boy would had. hehehe..
kuat betul baby tu. kena inject & kena khatan pon bole sengih2 lagi. tak nangis pula tu. she's a man,dude! i can tell you that. hehe..

nak tau kenapa dia tak nangis??? sebab dia suka tengok gigi aku setiap kali aku sengih kat dia. -___-" fine. huhu..

dan hari ni ada newborn baby lagi macam semalam. cute one. i wish, sooner, i'll be the one who will setting up the injection syringes for the doctor to inject the newborn babies. kena usaha lebih. ooyeah! 


mana2 kakak2 staff yang dapat pegang computer registration tu, mesti akan buka new tab untuk youtube & facebook! pon boleee... huhu..
tengah register patient pon bole lagi ber-comment kat facebook. ishk3... sabo je la. 
the worse thing is, bila dorang missed patient, samada terlupa daftar patient, terlupa bagi MC, terlupa bagi ubat. semuanya sebab facebook. 
so, here we can see the -ve impact of facebook to the clinic employees. 
hope i won't be like them in the future. must remember,"patient always comes first!"

there's one patient which might be her son is a medical student. he's already became a senior HO. i don't know which hospital he is posting right now. 
the woman was chit-chatting with the doctor about the doctors nowadays. nampak sangat ramai patient sekarang dah takda kepercayaan kat doktor2 HO. mereka perlu tahu yang, without becoming HO, we'll never becoming a doctor. entah la...
doctor ceritakan serba sedikit pasal pengalaman dia masa HO. masa zaman dia, mana2 patient pun dah tak kisah kalau kena treat ngan HO sebab dulu bilangan doktor amat la kurang. kerja pun selalu lebih masa. kadang2 tido atas katil physical exam tu je. "kerja macam gila" bak kata doktor.
"tapi, sekarang ramai da doktor. boleh buat shift. senang la dorang."
i don't know either i should be thankful because i don't have to stay up for 48hours straight for medical services or i have to be sad because people don't have the trust to the HO doctors for our services nowadays.
maybe, i should accept both. it is life,man...


1 more thing, i've handled a nigerian patient by explaining to her about the drug prescriptions because i could communicate with them in english. 
i'm very thankful & delightful to Allah, parents, teachers, friends and everyone that had helped me to be good in my english education. well, not that good but at least people could understand it. :)
therefore, english communication is very important for all medical students, especially doctors. (topic for my research project. hehe..)


well, it's gettin' late. need a rest. da pengsan da kejap tadi, sekarang beta nak beradu pula. 


esok shift malam. hope things gettin' better & more new cases came in!!! 


malam. :)

kepada si polan itu: sorry for didn't give u a call @ messages for a while. i just having my difficult times in adapting to a new environment right now. hope u'll understand. 

p/s: are guys really likes to make simple things get difficult? seriously, they need to take it easy sometimes. urghh..

Practical : Day 1

an ironic day.
yeah,it is..


bangun 6.30am coz masuk kerja 8am. Lambat ke?? tak la.. coz i've estimated my time that i won't be late to arrived there.
tapi, tiba2 kereta minyak dah nazak. fine. kena la pegi isi minyak dulu. mak pesan suruh check minyak hitam. dalam hati,"mintak2 la minyak hitam cukup. tolong la..lambat da ni.."
malangnya, doa aku tak berapa nak termakbul. kena tambah minyak hitam. maka, lari lah estimation time aku untuk sampai ke klinik tepat pada masanya.


frust. disappointed. tapi, nak buat macam mana. pesan ibu, ikut je la.


i should be arrived at the clinic 10 minutes before 8am. unfortunately, i've arrived late for 10 minutes.
Alhamdulillah, masa aku sampai, doctor pun baru sampai.


first 30 min was IRONIC!
blur. tak tau nak buat apa. pagi2 buta patient da berpusu2 tunggu doctor. weyh la.. hanya Allah je tau betapa blur nya aku tadi sampai rasa nak berlari balek rumah & tido. -__-"
doctor tak sempat nak briefing apa2 ngan aku sebab, 'patients first'. so, doctor terpaksa membiarkan aku kebuntuan diantara 2 staff klinik yang sibuk menguruskan patient.


masa tu, terlintas di fikiran,"padan muka kau, konon2 nak tunjuk terer praktikal sorang2. hamekau."


takpa. sabar. 40 min berlalu. baru la doktor mencuri sedikit masanya untuk bagitau aku, apa perlu aku buat selama 3 bulan ni.


doctor: di sebabkan awak baru lagi kat klinik ni, so, awak tengok kakak2 tu buat apa. awak belajar daripada dorang. awak buat macam mana awak buat.
aku: ..........................(seriously, muka aku terus berubah macam kecewa sangat. i could feel it! disappointed!)
doctor: tapi, takpa. awak lama kat sini. nanti dah biasa dengan klinik ni, mungkin saya bagi awak incharge untuk certain cases. (mungkin sebab dia nampak perubahan air muka aku. huhu..)
aku: baik doctor. (semangat datang kembali)


mula2 terasa ego sangat sebab perlu buat kerja sama dengan orang yang terperlu belajar tinggi2, sedangkan aku payah belajar, last2 sama standard ngan dorang.
masa tu, sifat bongkak, takbur mula menguasai diri.


kemudian, cepat2 aku muhasabah diri. beristighfar. think +ve.


"maybe this is the good start for. start from the bottom. so that i'll never be arrogant when i'm at the top"
ya, Allah sentiasa menguji. Alhamdulillah kerana Allah beri aku nampak apa yang berlaku.


kak nana
susah nak senyum kat patient yang datang. unfriendly. tapi, sebenarnya dia baik. mungkin dia just tak tau camna nak mulakan perbualan. mak pernah sound dia the other day sebab dia asyik buat muka moody. mungkin dia masih ingat hari tu mak marah dia & dia ingat yang aku bersama mak masa tu, maka, dia sedikit berat untuk tegur aku mula2. tapi, disebabkan kematangan dia, sebab umur dia jauh lebih tua dari aku, dia turunkan ego dia jugak untuk tegur aku. Alhamdulillah... she wasn't that bad at all.. :)


kak kina
kecik2 je orangnya.
muka sebijik macam Nad! (member aku) tapi, dia kecik & pendek.
senseng lengan sampai ke siku. sama ngan kak nana. pakai selipar semata2, sama la ngan kak nana.
pakai jam macho sebelah kanan. tangan kiut, macam tangan wan (member aku kat kuantan).
mula2 tak pakai pun spec. tiba2, je lepas tengok aku, dia pakai spec. i don't know what's the point she's doing that. lantak dia la. as long as she didn't bother me. i just came there to gain some knowledge & experiences. bukan cari musuh & saingan. harap maklum. huhu..
badan kecik, tapi suara.. mak aih... beso! aku dengar pun terkezut maknyah! huhu..
mungkin sebab umur terlalu muda & cuba beza setahun dengan aku, maka dia tersangat la ego untuk bermesra & bertegur ngan aku. aku gak yang turunkan ego untuk bertegur dengan dia, disebakan nak tanya macam mana dia estimate drugs prescriptions.
bila dah petang2 sket, bila dah ramai staff kakak2 lain mesra dengan aku, baru la nampak dia turunkan benteng ego & sombong dia ngan aku. cuma dia tak tau camna nak bertegur ngan aku.
aku tak kisah. lantak kau la. aku cuma datang situ nak belajar.


kak eija
she's obviously older than me. mula2 pon nampak cam berat nak bertegur ngan aku. aku tak tau la kenapa dorang ni macam sombong sangat nak bertegur ngan aku. padahal, aku cuma nak belajar dari dorang je. tapi, lama lepas tu, she was ok. friendly. matured. dan mungkin dah lama kerja kat klinik tu, macam kak nana.


kak su
paling best, i think! sempoi!!! orang perak kot,agaknya. sebab staff2 lain dok cakap aku orang kampung dia bila aku cakap aku asal perak. huhu...
paling banyak kerenah kelakar masa dalam klinik. kelam kabut sket tapi, best.
ego palinngggg rendah. atau...mungkin takda ego langsung.
kulit putih amat. tapi, loghat dia macam lain sket. tak tau nak describe dia ni orang mana. tak berani nak tanya lagi. nanti bila dah lama sket kat klinik tu, baru tanya kot. hehe..


bila da sesi petang.... sesi doktor lain pulak..ada beberapa staff lain yang sempat aku kenal gitu2 je.


roy
mungkin kakak. tapi,sebab dia macam cool & sempoi, dia nampak aku terus hulur tangan nak bersalam sambil perkenalkan diri, "roy".
aku pon,"zulaikha. panggil zue". yeap, she was nice. mungkin sebab dia lebih tua dari aku.


kak fatin
sama juga la ngan si fatin ni. muka dia sweet. mata bulat. muka familiar. macam selalu sangat jumpa. tapi, tak tau kat mana. tapi, masa first dia nampak aku pun, nampak dari muka dia,"macam kenal budak ni.."
tapi,ntah la...dejavu kot. hehe...
she's nice also. again, maybe because of she's older than me.


zura
sebaya.
macam kak kina tu. sombong + ego. pandang pun tak sudi. tak paham kenapa. macam la aku nak nak gado ngan dia. heran aku. matured la sket.... buat biasa2 suda~ -___-"
aku da habis mesra da. siap dengan tak malunya menayangkan gigi berbesi ni. lantak la. janji kau tak kacau aku nak berpraktikal.


so...maybe,that's all for today. ada juga benda2 baru aku belajar hari ni. how the doctor treat the patient,and so on..


i wanna share all of it but, it's gettin' late right now. i need to get a rest. penat sangat. esok pukul 8 lagi. tanak lambat macam tadi.


okeyh! sambung esok!


bye bye!




semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusanku esok. Amiin...
moga esok baik2 saja. :)

A p r i l

salam and hai!

wahh... it's been 2 months blog ni tak terusik. sibuk teramat.

april. 2 april 2012. 

gonna be the 1st day of my practical. yeap,practical for Bach. Medical Sciences.

kat mana??? haa...rahsia la.. hehe.. tanak sapa2 datang dulu.

tengok keadaan dulu macam mana, kalau rasa diri da agak 'terer' nak merawat pesakit, baru la aku uar-uarkan besar-besaran kepada semua. yeah!

so, tak nak melalut banyak2. i need to sleep by now coz i need to wake up early tomorrow. masuk keje @8am. urrghh... kelas @9am pon susah nak bangun, ni lagi la.... harap2 esok semua baik-baik saja. insyaAllah. amiin~

wish me luck! woot-woot!

i'm gonna be active in this blog again! gonna share what i've been through my whole practical session. ;)

bye bye!

p/s: ya,aku tau background kelakar. hehehe.. :p 

sooner

24 jan '12 | kangar,perlis

my cousin got married and the wedding ceremony went really well and the groom had lafaz akad nikah once! -he's really well prepared! hehe...

i enjoyed & had fun during those 5 days of preparing the venue of the wedding. i decorate the pelamin! ;) the wedding was very simple yet glorious! 

someone said to me, "sooner,it will be ours." 

may Allah blessed us~ :') amiin..

u're the reason i smile

So baby, don’t say no

Come on and just say yes

You know it’s time to keep it simple

Let’s take a chance and hope for the best.

Life is short, so make it what you wanna

Make it good, don’t wait until manana

I think I’m cool cause your name’s on this h.e.a.r.t shaped tattoo.

Now the best thing about me is you

yeah,i like you. i really do.

one step at a time. :)

bawa aku pergi

i dream of you again yesterday...i missed you..

kenapa perlu menunggu & mengharapkan sesuatu yang takkan jadi kenyataan? 

lagu ni sangat best.. :)

sometimes we need to run away from the reality for a while, then we come back, we'll become better-faster-stronger than before.. :)

bawa aku pergi,pacu laju-laju

kita lari dari realiti

bawa aku pergi, laju lagi

malah kita tak perlu kembali

Premier league vs Ombak rindu

recently, sume dok kecoh2 pasal Ombak Rindu. Hotzz betol cite tu. Kemain lagi orang update segala macam. sampai abang aku 2 orang ni pon dok perasan dorang seiras Hariz (Aaron Aziz)..tibe2 je.. -_-" sabar je la..


Final Maharaja Lawak Mega, last Friday pon sangat PANAS mengenakan Aaron Aziz yang jadi juri jemputan hari tu. Habis sume dok pakai idea Ombak Rindu. muke Aaron Aziz redha je.. keh3.. :p

walaupun banyak orang dok update kat blog pasal kesilapan2 dalam filem tu, tapi Aaron Aziz & Maya Karin pandai bawa watak sampai ramai orang terleka & tak perasan ngan ke'cacat'an yang wujud dalam filem tu. Bravo! ;)


kalau dah Hotz kat luar, of course la dalam Facebook lagi membara2. haha... antaranya yang membuat aku ketawa terbahak2 ialah 3 story line yang dorang tambah talking cloud kat scene Ombak Rindu neh (below). banyak betol idea manusia2 neh. mengarut, kelakar...yet creative. ;)

oh yeah, hope i'm not too late to wish all of you, Happy New Year!!!! :D i wish u'll get so much bless this year. Amiin... apa lagi, list out your goals & targets for this year, make it real! don't waste it. :)

apa azam aku tahun ni? Be better & the best than before. InsyaAllah.. semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya.. Amiin.. siapalah aku tanpa Dia. :')

Just in a week, i'll be seating for my Midterm exam for this semester. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segalanya.. 

**orang lain dok sibuk2 bertelaah untuk quiz Patho Musculo sok,aku lak dok sibuk ber-blogging. ayoyoo.. tak kena masa sungguh. huhu.. -_-"